Have you ever been on a search for creative meaning and defining who you are?
Of course. If I'm not in search of creative meaning, I feel like a worthless time killer. If I do not see the history of mankind in an empty football field or am not affected by the aesthetics of moldy oranges, what am I?
It's interesting to define who I am. It's very important to know yourself, but that doesn't mean researching is over. The end of the searching oneself is as unpleasant as not knowing oneself. Maybe, by the time passes, we just look from another angle of the person who we already are.